I dont even know how to put into words how horribly sad and lost I feel. If I were brave enough, I would swallow the 4 bottles of valium I am have. Greg has destroyed everything all for his addictions and his OLD ASS GIRLFRIEND. I hate them both. They make me sick. Like so sick I want to throw up. My divorce lawyer is a piece of crap. This is why I trust no one. I cant even finish this thought.